[Would it help? She's not sure, but she does know that it's high time
she did get some of it out. Maybe not the worst parts of it (those parts
she'd rather take to the grave), but she returns the embrace, holds it and murmurs:]
After what passed between Priscilla and myself. I blamed the Mist, but in
truth it was my fault. In many ways. Not only did I betray her confidence...
...I can't truly be sure that the way she found out was entirely accidental.
I may have wanted her to know. I should have told her myself, what
I'd done. Better yet, not been so hasty to agree to...
[A quiet sigh.]
I sought out combat with an opponent I had no hope of winning against, and when wounded, I didn't let myself heal. Stayed in Dismas long enough that the scar would serve as a permanent reminder. If that's not wanting punishment, I don't know what is.
[She kind of misses that horrible couch sometimes! Not so much sitting on it, but the ridiculous noise it makes when someone else does.]
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Date: 2011-04-29 01:23 am (UTC)she did get some of it out. Maybe not the worst parts of it (those parts
she'd rather take to the grave), but she returns the embrace, holds it and murmurs:]
After what passed between Priscilla and myself. I blamed the Mist, but in
truth it was my fault. In many ways. Not only did I betray her confidence...
...I can't truly be sure that the way she found out was entirely accidental.
I may have wanted her to know. I should have told her myself, what
I'd done. Better yet, not been so hasty to agree to...
[A quiet sigh.]
I sought out combat with an opponent I had no hope of winning against, and when wounded, I didn't let myself heal. Stayed in Dismas long enough that the scar would serve as a permanent reminder. If that's not wanting punishment, I don't know what is.
[She kind of misses that horrible couch sometimes! Not so much sitting on it, but the ridiculous noise it makes when someone else does.]