Well.. I try not to spend much time thinking about it. I don't want to wear myself down with things I can't control.

But you know what?

[She lifts her head a little.]

I do feel a little better these days. I was sad for so long... well. I guess I'm still a little sad. But he does make me feel better most of the time, and even when he doesn't, it's more... being annoyed than being down, and that's much better.

I mean it's less depressing.